Thursday, February 05, 2009

fidget

i fidget when i'm nervous or worried or uncomfortable or anxious or excited. i twitch when i'm stressed. right now i'm doing both. i am worried about things mentioned only in passing; i'm stressed about all that i am and all that i am not.

jolts
spastic energy
streaking through my arms
all the way down to my toes-
lightening
in my veins
racing for the best seat
on a bus speeding to nowhere.

...deep breath... and sigh... 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...

1 comment:

edc said...

love it. and as for things you are...you're awesome :)